Wednesday, December 9, 2009 ; 6:30 AM {♥}
Supper club, den Sabai Sabai
Wonder why I enjoy partying? Becos Im always partying with all these cool peeps.
Well, BF was deciding whether we should skip the clubbing sessions and instead we should either go lan-gaming, movies or mahjong. and WTF? its HIS favourite hobbies and I hav been accompanying him for months to do all these crap during his off day. I hav been sitting aside waitin for him. letting him enjoy his games. I might be a unreasonable gf, but at least I wasnt tt selfish at all.
After all these while, I realise the Love tt u meant. I understand sometimes in life, U had to be selfish. and now, I realised it. I reminded myself not to make the same mistakes again and again. I fell and climb up again but I nv seem to learn my mistakes at all. I sat alone, inside my room, thinking so much, and I know Im being a fool again and again. When I was there helping u out, but U nv appreciated me, and no one ever realised I nv depended on anyone before, becos I couldnt
Well, I donno wads wrong with me at work now. But i really enjoyed working in a fast-paced environment especially its damn fcuking challenging. Meanwhile, I had mutual stuff to talk about to Ryan. Well, It makes me feel lik we are totally incompatible. And the fact tt he like to avoid everything and thinking everything will be fine since nth had happen now. He nv understand the fact tt its always peaceful before a storm. and ended up more shit for the ppl that cares for him to clear.
I feel tired and useless tt i couldnt do anything to help myself. and Why am I always getting all these shit!
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Thursday, December 3, 2009 ; 10:09 AM {♥}
things aint going tt smoothly for me. I had a stupid manager, I had a lazy store manager. What else can I also for! My goal is to outgrow every new staff, hit my target. and most important I need to unwind myself, and go for a holiday. My environment had staff who is lik ice, whom she thinks she knows alot, though the fact she knows alot. and LOVE to act lik a smart alec.
Well, I move into a new department, a new environment. I don understand why these ppl are so brainless! I start to familarize the things I've picked up from, the handbags department and suddenly all these ppl transfer me to Mens department expecting me to pick up everything within a day when tml is alr sales period. and all kinds of fcuking cb ppl snatching sales. Wad the fcuk. I was lucky i still hav some nice nice ppl, help me close sales.
Well, there's so many things I wanna buy. But i manage to stop myself from buying. I almost bought a hair straighter. tt stupid pig say it could curl my hair. and it did. But luckily I resist the temptations and went home try myself. actually every straightener could do tt also. nbcb almost kana cheated again.
100 more to go.
and lastly, I wanna thank darling so much. (:
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Saturday, November 21, 2009 ; 4:02 PM {♥}
4days at work. Lik wad i expected. Well, i didnt think well of the management at all. First, the store manager, used to be from LV. Fine, new bird. Donno how to do anything only know how to scold. 2, the fcuking ang mo si charbo, works for only 2 month, and is a fcuking department manager. Only know how to say, but without using her brain. Prolly she doesnt hav one. Ask me to wait for 5mins, don let me go toilet in the end i waited for half an hr. KNNBCCB! Say us, but she herself also nv control her OWN staff. Slow lik fcuk also. Den, the other department manager, yes, he's nice. but a so-called Manager is like a dog. No say no nothing. Lastly, Somehow or rather he is also a store manager. Knn, only know how to do things last min, and yet knows nth. screwed up everything and not systematic at all. New birds acting lik old birds. stuck up and Fcuked up.
Head office is even more screwed up. Managment vs HQ. Prolly I should jump to other brands lik Gucci or LV. WTF! A listed company yet so screwed up. No one teachs me a shit in these 4days at all.
Wasnt a pleasure day. It was meant to be a surprise and it turn out to be a unhappy event. I wished time will pass quickly so everything could settle asap.
I hope so.
Lastly Happy birthday darling.
May ur wishes come true. I love you.
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Tuesday, November 17, 2009 ; 3:29 AM {♥}
Im free, finally free. Somehow I feel something is missing in my life, and I donno wad is it. Prolly I still cant get used to it. Last day at Zirca. Finish a glass of champagne with Scott and Gabriel.
My love and my baobei.
I saw a blog. Well, I didnt know wad had happened. But she was going through the same thing I went through before. I donno I did the right thing. But i know, I did not regret.
its been 5yrs. From a young girl, to a materialistic woman, to someone I doneven know myself. So many stuff happens in 5yrs. I fall and stand up so many times. and I still commit the same mistakes again and again. I will not forget the pain tt others left for me. and They should go through all these also. and I will.
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009 ; 11:38 AM {♥}
2more days. Jus 2 more days I'll break free. Somehow, I still miss the people around me. My colleagues especially Linda. Sometimes I feel upset, but at the same time, I feel excited yet anxious bout my new job.
2more days. Everyday Im yearning to see u somewhere. I know somehow or rather I cant let go. Though Im always showing ppl tt I've moved on, and got better each time. I asked stuffs bout u all the time. I wished things nv happened before.
Life is peaceful. No more unpleasant stuffs, and I feel relieved. Goals are within my reach. All I need to do is work alittle bit harder. I couldnt ask for more, I contented, except for being alittle more materialistic. Ryan has been really nice to me, but I still cant help being a wilful kid throwing my tantrums for nth. I hav a really good job, nice bf, and I donhav to worry for anything. Wad else can I ask for. Though Im damn hard to please at times.
I never felt lik tt before. Sighs.
and I havent talked to Joyceline for days.
肯祝福你有如肯放下你, 无法死心 忘掉自私非爱人
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